Life is of belief for oneself.
Friday, November 13, 2009
day 6
Love does not consist of hurt and making up excuses habitually, that is what i thought so. i thought that things were beginning to pick up. I met him yesterday, and we even caught a movie. i thought i could be independent and not ask him to send me home, i thought i was being thoughtful because i knew he was tired from reservist duty, but then i chickened out and begged him to send me home after that, but he didnt want to.
i thought everything was ok, the msg, the calls. but i guessed everything was just a facade. soon enough, he told me he had to meet his elder brother at his house as the brother wanted to have a talk.
"im done wit my bro. im meeting herman jap."(12.07am)
"sorry. my batt low bile i lepak with herman. im not having fun. we are just discussing out relationship problems. its really up to u think negative. and dont blame for not wanting to be 9 months old. i didnt ask for break up."(5.15am)
you would still say no if i ask u to spend the night with me. but for your friends you could. if you dont want this, please say it. at least i get it right.love does not consist of making up excuses. especially when i thought i did something right.
even at mt lowest, you continue to push me away.
"killing me softly,"
posted by farhana alexis # 12:46 PM 
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