Life is of belief for oneself.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

 

hello Jacob boy.

"will you play pretend with me. i need a Jacob..."

dear F.K. , i think for so long i have misjudged you, and i am so very sorry. Thinking about what some other people have said, i think they suck balls. you are cleaner than what i thought you would be, which overall is so surprising. very indeed. Its day 4 already and im still feeling thankful. my abs hurt, my jaws hurt, and my eyes feel very small from all the laughing. lastly, i'd love to hear from you soon.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

 

day 16.

I'm doing very well without us. It is five more nights to a new year and days are passing without trouble. It will stay that way as long as we don't cross paths, I'll be totally fine. You've got what you wanted already. So why are you still lingering ard trying put me down?

 

unfinished business

F.K. made me smile two nights in a row. I think he is not what people see him as. but then again, it is too early to say anything. im just taking chances. here and there. i believe that we have some unfinished business to settle ;) you know and i know that we both know........

and it was an awesome morning ride from drive 73 to work. craaazzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

ps. thank you so much. im glad we met.

Friday, December 25, 2009

 

cruel intentions.

dear BZ. i really feel let down. i didnt know you had the capabilities to do such a thing to me.
ouch.

 

talk to me

dear BZ, please tell me that wednesday night was for real because i can still hear your voice trailing me. ;(

Thursday, December 24, 2009

 

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"im closer than you feel when we're apart.."

sometimes we dont say things not because we dont want to, but maybe because we are very afraid of what the outcome might be. we are always bounded by the choices that we have. im more afraid of what had begun.



thank you BZ.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

 

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i dont know how i feel about people now. i really dont. so stop questioning.
-_-

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